May 20, 2005 00:38
wow. crazy week. that's for sure.
I am very excited to see how my life plays out. I really am. Hopeful i guess...but excited. I know there are lots of things in store for me. yes, even if they're bad.
I can't wait for the day when i sit back thinking about how good my life has been...how much i've learned from my bad experiences, how much i've learned from my friends, peers, teachers, etc.
I can't help but be optimistic. There are so many opportunities to learn and experience. I almost with it would go faster.
I want to look back and think that i didn't waste any of my opportunities and that i became a better person as a result of the things i've done, the people i've helped, the people that have helped me, etc.
I can't wait for the day when others, my friends, or people i don't even know look back and maybe have been bettered by me helping them. I want to serve people, help them get better, try to solve their problems.
I want them to think that they have learned from their experiences and I can only hope and pray that I was a positive experience in their lives. Somehow.
I hope that this is not a selfish request.