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God, seriously what the fuck?
Maybe I'm not ment to be alone but I can't even talk to the person who'se supposed to prove me otherwise about things.
I'm slightly better and it's useless seeing as I lack anyone to converse with about it all. Anyone being Adrienne.
I'm also having second thoughts about getting stoned this weekend. I've been doing so well, you know? A year and a half clean. I mean especially drinking. Lately in my head I've been thinking of throwing my morals to the wind and just falling back on old habits. I'm better than I once was...uhm, arn't I?
I guess I just need to figure things out in time...yuck.
On the bright side I cleaned my room pretty well. I remember Shawn laughing and saying it couldn't be done. Well you're wrong bitch!
I think I feel like sleeping...weird to do at this hour. It's only midnight.
Maybe I'm not ment to be alone but I can't even talk to the person who'se supposed to prove me otherwise about things.
I'm slightly better and it's useless seeing as I lack anyone to converse with about it all. Anyone being Adrienne.
I'm also having second thoughts about getting stoned this weekend. I've been doing so well, you know? A year and a half clean. I mean especially drinking. Lately in my head I've been thinking of throwing my morals to the wind and just falling back on old habits. I'm better than I once was...uhm, arn't I?
I guess I just need to figure things out in time...yuck.
On the bright side I cleaned my room pretty well. I remember Shawn laughing and saying it couldn't be done. Well you're wrong bitch!
I think I feel like sleeping...weird to do at this hour. It's only midnight.