oy vey
i ran into an old high school friend yesterday. i stood there and talked to him for a little bit and listened to him talk about how he's already graduated college and that he's in his first year of grad school... to become a doctor. (well a pharmicist.. but its the same thing - he told me he starts at $100,000 a year) so wow. didn't see that one coming. it reminded me of another friend from high school that i ran into last week - a computer science major also destined to make lots of money. seeing both of them so happy and cheerful and secure in their life made me fell, i dunno.. unaccomplished. i know i know, someone has to teach the children - and i love doing it, but it was like a reality check. i'm going to be out of college in less than 2 years - and i'm thinking is this what i really want? or do i want something more, more of a life. i've been feeling this way for months now, and i just don't know what to do with myself. something has to change, but i don't know what.