Nov 30, 2004 20:26
So, parties at Tom's on friday, should be interesting. Kelly's still being a child, don't know if she'll be coming considering she's pissed at Tom for no good reason.
Speakng of Kelly, what do you mean I'm different when I'm "dating" someone? And that I always choose my boyfriends over my friends? In the time that we've actually been hanging out (about 6 months) I've had 3 boyfriends. One lived in Melbourne so I never actually saw him after we got together, Dean lived in Gunnedah and I only saw him once without you guys and then there's Anthony, who you're all friends with anyway, so basically anything we do is with you or includes you. When have I chosen him over my friends? Never, that's when. How am I different? I am who I am. If anything, I think you act differently around Mckenzie.
The reason I said that you used Matt liking you to your advantage is cuz I know Matt. He's a very nice guy and I think that if he liked you enough, he'd do almost anything for you. And what do you mean you used to like Matt? You still do,that's why you were crying and carrying on at mine and Anthony's 1st party.
The thing I don't get is that you say that you don't hate me, yet you said you didn't want anything to do with me. To me that sounds like you hate me as I don't say shit like that to people I'm just pissed at. When I said that I treated you like my sister, I didn't mean that it was an obligatory thing. I happen to like my little sister. Not cuz I have to, but cuz I actually like her.
What did I do that the other guys didn't? And why are you pissed at Tom? We all did the same thing and it wasn't just to piss you off. How were we meant to know it was another going away party? I mean you've had 3 of them now. What did Anthony do to make you pissed at him all the time? He's been nothing but nice to you. Why didn't you just tell him, or at least me. Sure, you said that he annoys you when he's drunk, but he's not always drunk, so why are you always pissed at him? You have no reason. That makes me think that you don't like me and you never have, considering you couldn't even tell Anthony you're always pissed at him.
You should know that I'm no longer "threatened" by you. I was when I first met Anthony, but I know he doesn't want you, so I don't care.
The reason that I didn't know if I wanted to move to Lismore with B-GID or to Sydney with Anthony was cuz I didn't really want to move to Lismore but I wanted to move with her. I want to move to Sydney as I have more there than I do in Lismore. I'm not moving to Sydney just cuz of Anthony, I'm acually thinking about what is the best for me, I'm not following him, and I'm not choosing him over my best friend. Anthony is my best and closest friend now since you've been trying to make Bridgid your best friend instead of mine. This doesn't mean that she's no longer my best friend, it's cuz I hardly ever get to see B-GID and I spend a lot of my time with Anthony.
Why would I want to make the girls choose between us? Just cuz I brought it up, it doesn't mean that I'm going to make them. You spend more time with them anyway, so why would I?
The reason I say you are childish and a child is cuz that's all you are - a child. All of this bullshit is childish, especially you turning all this on me. And I'm not bringing Matt and Nev into this, you did. When you said you didn't want anything to do with any of us, why didn't you just say "I don't want anythng to do with Anthony, Tom or Megan"? How did you "hold me higher than everyone else"? That doesn't mean you can turn around and tell me you don't want anything to do with me just cuz I plan to go out with a few of my friends.
I could go on and on about all this shit, but at the moment you don't deserve it.