ummmm...

[xenobiotic]

gaaa.... i knew i should of listened to my instinct and stayed my ass home last night....yesterday was a horrible day .... i think i will go into hibernation again......sigh i got to get on the ball and ride it to hells end..get my shit together and get the fuck outta here...i feel like this place is sucking the very life out of me...it has to stop....and soon...i dont know how or when but it has to be soon!!!...like a month ago soon...like as if i was never here soon...sigh....well neon was .....itself last night, good people , semi good music until after 1am then the booty shaking music comes on ah well its only 3 bucks ...for some odd reason im not tired today....i think i will go home and wallow..in something or another..job search ..i HATE sprint...just sick in the head....i knew this was a mistake...but i accepted the job anyway...cant cry over spilled milk?? why not?

what ever....R (-___-")

ps i hate life...in it's self....i need some drugs..to kill it all away...just for a little while..