Sep 23, 2004 10:38
I have little to complain about - which is a rare, yet wonderful feeling. It's like, for the past year I have fretted, worrying about getting a job, about what to do with myself, etc. My feelings of self-worth were diminished by all of the rejection that I recieved from the many, many companies I sent my resume to. But now, all of a sudden, everything is changing for the better and I love it! I thank Autumn for bringing me this great fortune - because all of these wonderful developments in my life began with the fall-like weather we have been having. The past week we've had clear skies, temperatures in the mid-70s to lower 80's, and the leaves are starting to change colors. I have to say, as much as I complain about East TN - there is no place in the world where Autumn is more beautiful than it is here.
So, next week I start my new job and I start my spanish classes (which I thought started this week, but alas, no). I'm so happy that I will finally have something to do with myself other than sitting around my house or sitting around at the coffee shop. And now when my friends complain about their jobs, I can compain about MY job! :) It all feels so strange - like this good fortune is someone else's, not mine. But it IS mine and I feel like crying out of joy.
I do want to thank all of you - who have bared with me this past year - bitching and moaning and griping about trying to find a job. But mostly I want to thank you gals for keeping me positive - for telling me that things would change. You helped me keep my head on. So - *giant hugs to all my LJ friends*
All right, enough sentimental crap - I need to be productive or something.