Reminiscing
So I have been running into a few people I went to high school with lately. People on Facebook have been contacting me too. But when I see people I knew in high school in person I'm usually tentative to say hi. I'm not sure why this is. Maybe because I'm scared they don't remember me? Which is probably silly, but my self esteem has gone down since then I think.
Anyways, since I started running into all these people I decided to pull out the old yearbooks again.
Damn. That's all I can say.
The things people wrote were so nice. They almost brought me to tears.
Most people said I was the nicest girl they knew.
And I feel ashamed and sad to say that this world has hardened me in the last four years of my life and I don't think I'm that same nice girl anymore.
I wish I could be. More than anything probably.
I am horrible at keeping in touch with people, so high school was awesome for me b/c I got to see all my friends everyday. But now it's different...
There are a few people that I used to be best friends with.
I mean, seriously, BEST FRIENDS. The hang out everyday type best friends. And now they won't even hardly talk to me when I try to contact them or hang out. And I can't help but wonder if I did something wrong? Or if they are just mad I didn't stay in touch?
I understand that people grow apart, but isn't someone who was once your best friend always going to be at least a friend you can count on? I thought so.
So please, I beg you, if you were once my best friend and there is some reason you no longer care to speak to me anymore please let me know. I'm bad at asking if I did something wrong and maybe I just have a terrible memory, either that or I am a completely oblivious idiot. Either way, please tell me.
Dazed and Confused,
Lindsey
Anyways, since I started running into all these people I decided to pull out the old yearbooks again.
Damn. That's all I can say.
The things people wrote were so nice. They almost brought me to tears.
Most people said I was the nicest girl they knew.
And I feel ashamed and sad to say that this world has hardened me in the last four years of my life and I don't think I'm that same nice girl anymore.
I wish I could be. More than anything probably.
I am horrible at keeping in touch with people, so high school was awesome for me b/c I got to see all my friends everyday. But now it's different...
There are a few people that I used to be best friends with.
I mean, seriously, BEST FRIENDS. The hang out everyday type best friends. And now they won't even hardly talk to me when I try to contact them or hang out. And I can't help but wonder if I did something wrong? Or if they are just mad I didn't stay in touch?
I understand that people grow apart, but isn't someone who was once your best friend always going to be at least a friend you can count on? I thought so.
So please, I beg you, if you were once my best friend and there is some reason you no longer care to speak to me anymore please let me know. I'm bad at asking if I did something wrong and maybe I just have a terrible memory, either that or I am a completely oblivious idiot. Either way, please tell me.
Dazed and Confused,
Lindsey