Jun 13, 2005 22:17
well i havent wrote in a while or w.e yada yada yada....ive been so..wEiRd latley...like one minute im in a AWESOME MOOD..the next im completely depressed again..n it rlly sucks... like i hate people..every1 xcept my few...they juss rlly piss me off how TWO faced they rlly are. but anywyz..i love this kid...but i dont? idk anymore really...i want something to happen..im just so afraid of getting hurt like my last one:-\ n it kills me...its either hide my feelings..& still get hurt..or just let em out & still prolly get hurt...theres no going around it...cause i rlly dont think it would work no matter how hard i tried....this person is like someone i can turn to with ANYTHING...they are more of a BEST FRIEND type of thing... but different..i mean i really dont kno....whatever-- things in the house have been okay..my mom left for FlOrIdA today..she calld like a hour ago said she got there OkaY n whatnot..so thats good and im gunna b without a mother for 4 days :-\ oh man...ill manage to work...as much as i say i hate her i dont..she just gets on my LAST NERVE when im in w/e mood im in..lolz anyways schools over tommorow and im never gunna see "this person" ever again prolly and it sucks cause i <3 tha kid...i just dont kno how to explain it anymore..whatever im not gunna bother!!
i hate LIERS--BACKSTABBERS--DITCHERS--TWO FACED PPL-- & everybody in effin general...u can ALL go eff urself & i hope u have fun>:O