Upset.
I enjoy what I do that is no lie. But what I am angry about most is the fact that I have had to hunt like a dog to find work. Then it's always 'restructure' this. And 'downsizing' that. I am upset because I have no confidence.
I am upset because I have FUCKED my 20's. Financial ruin, student debt, utter chaos. I have NO direction. I keep looking at the job bank and NOTHING comes up for my career. I hate it. I god damned hate it. I can't stand it anymore.
I need to think this over very carefully.
"Do I Chris, wish to stay in this field? Do I want to stay a video editor?"
I will give you an answer soon.
I am upset because I have FUCKED my 20's. Financial ruin, student debt, utter chaos. I have NO direction. I keep looking at the job bank and NOTHING comes up for my career. I hate it. I god damned hate it. I can't stand it anymore.
I need to think this over very carefully.
"Do I Chris, wish to stay in this field? Do I want to stay a video editor?"
I will give you an answer soon.