Wow. Its been a long time.
It's been well over a month since I posted. And a fair amount has gona on. I hurt my back twice and as most of you know, I have a bad disc in my back and that left me in a lot of pain. Things have not been very pleasant on that end.
The party for Steve and Julie made me realize something. Something terrible. I am a drunk. I take drinks when I can get them to 'loosen up' but that has been escalating. That is a very bad thing considering where I come from. I can't let this continue. At all. It scares the hell out of me. And when I have the opportunity I drink myself to excess. Real excess. What have I done?
Also I have been feeling sick. My body is hurting right now because I have been treating it very poorly. I am in deep trouble unless some things change drastically soon.
1-Buy groceries regularily
2-No fast food
3-No more drinking
4-No more mess
5-Quit smoking
6-get laid.
My mind has to go to these good places as well.
I know this may seem like a bummer, but I am writing this for my own benefit I think. So I can change.
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The party for Steve and Julie made me realize something. Something terrible. I am a drunk. I take drinks when I can get them to 'loosen up' but that has been escalating. That is a very bad thing considering where I come from. I can't let this continue. At all. It scares the hell out of me. And when I have the opportunity I drink myself to excess. Real excess. What have I done?
Also I have been feeling sick. My body is hurting right now because I have been treating it very poorly. I am in deep trouble unless some things change drastically soon.
1-Buy groceries regularily
2-No fast food
3-No more drinking
4-No more mess
5-Quit smoking
6-get laid.
My mind has to go to these good places as well.
I know this may seem like a bummer, but I am writing this for my own benefit I think. So I can change.
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