hmm can't sleep
yeah i can't sleep even though i'm so tired. i also havent updated this thing in like 6 months because my hands have carpal tunnel syndrome i think so i want to type as less as possible. however, i have nothing else to do right now so...
i thiink this is the best indian song ever(or just right now):
tujhe dekh dekh sona
tujhe dekh kar hai jagna
maine yeh zindagani
sang tere bitani
tujhme basi hai meri jaan hai
jiya dhadak dhadak jiya dhadak dhadak jiya dhadak dhadak jaaye
it reminds me so much of my india trip...all through the road trip everytime this song would come on my cousin's ipod she'd make me listen to it because it was her favorite. i miss her like crazy and this song brings me back to the time i spent with her and it makes me think of everything she said to me everytime this song came on. i always wanted this sister that you do everything with like share cltohes and jewelery and friends and a room. i get that for a little bit when i go to india....i just love talking to her till we fall asleep about stupid girl stuff. if she didn't exist..i don't even think i would like india so much. i can't wait till she comes to NY..i'm going to drop everything for her like she does for me when i'm delhi. god india is so far. if only we were really rich and didn't have to worry about getting days off from work then we would be travelling back and forth all the time from NY to delhi. everytime i go out to a new place i always think about how awesome it would be if my cousins were here and how much they would love it. today i took my grandma on the staten island ferry and this trolley thing to roosevelt island. it was nice. my cousin said he might visit this summer like august from japan and my dad's trying to get my other cousin an h-1. i hope it happens..i feel like i'm the only one without cousins here.
i really think the main girl from pussycat dolls looks desi...like bengali mostly.
i'm trying to find an internship for the summer..it's such an annoying process because i feel like i am already too late! i jsut started reading postings yesterday and some of the deadlines are already march 15th. so i gotta get my ass to the career center on monday and get help with my shitty resume. i found some ones that interest me. but the thing is i'm being very choosy which i cannot afford to be. i want to work like 2 days...3 days max in nyc for hopefully something paid. and i want to be home by like 4 since i'm going to continue working at krav maga in the evenings. i just don't want my summer to be so full of work like last summer was. plus, i'm taking a mini road trip thing jalile and liz to visit Julia in quebec since she's doing the same program that i did. AND I LVOE QUEBEC SO MUCH LDJFLKDJLDS but unfortunately we're only going to go for a weekend and that's it :(. so anyway i can't have work interfere in my life too much. so i found ones that i'm kind of interested in. the two that stick out most in my mind is working for the Bill Clinton foundation and the other is working/volunteering to set up and organize for the south asian/indian film festival both which are in nyc. i feel like i'm not going to get either of them but u know what? I"M GONNA TRY MY BEST TO GET THEM. so u know what..i will get them and i will get both of those jobs and all the other ones i apply to. and if i don't then it's their loss.
the babuji zara dheere chalo remix makes me want to use my dance moves that i learned from Carmen Electra's Aerobic Striptease dvd.
fuck my hands are killing me okay g'nightttttttt
i thiink this is the best indian song ever(or just right now):
tujhe dekh dekh sona
tujhe dekh kar hai jagna
maine yeh zindagani
sang tere bitani
tujhme basi hai meri jaan hai
jiya dhadak dhadak jiya dhadak dhadak jiya dhadak dhadak jaaye
it reminds me so much of my india trip...all through the road trip everytime this song would come on my cousin's ipod she'd make me listen to it because it was her favorite. i miss her like crazy and this song brings me back to the time i spent with her and it makes me think of everything she said to me everytime this song came on. i always wanted this sister that you do everything with like share cltohes and jewelery and friends and a room. i get that for a little bit when i go to india....i just love talking to her till we fall asleep about stupid girl stuff. if she didn't exist..i don't even think i would like india so much. i can't wait till she comes to NY..i'm going to drop everything for her like she does for me when i'm delhi. god india is so far. if only we were really rich and didn't have to worry about getting days off from work then we would be travelling back and forth all the time from NY to delhi. everytime i go out to a new place i always think about how awesome it would be if my cousins were here and how much they would love it. today i took my grandma on the staten island ferry and this trolley thing to roosevelt island. it was nice. my cousin said he might visit this summer like august from japan and my dad's trying to get my other cousin an h-1. i hope it happens..i feel like i'm the only one without cousins here.
i really think the main girl from pussycat dolls looks desi...like bengali mostly.
i'm trying to find an internship for the summer..it's such an annoying process because i feel like i am already too late! i jsut started reading postings yesterday and some of the deadlines are already march 15th. so i gotta get my ass to the career center on monday and get help with my shitty resume. i found some ones that interest me. but the thing is i'm being very choosy which i cannot afford to be. i want to work like 2 days...3 days max in nyc for hopefully something paid. and i want to be home by like 4 since i'm going to continue working at krav maga in the evenings. i just don't want my summer to be so full of work like last summer was. plus, i'm taking a mini road trip thing jalile and liz to visit Julia in quebec since she's doing the same program that i did. AND I LVOE QUEBEC SO MUCH LDJFLKDJLDS but unfortunately we're only going to go for a weekend and that's it :(. so anyway i can't have work interfere in my life too much. so i found ones that i'm kind of interested in. the two that stick out most in my mind is working for the Bill Clinton foundation and the other is working/volunteering to set up and organize for the south asian/indian film festival both which are in nyc. i feel like i'm not going to get either of them but u know what? I"M GONNA TRY MY BEST TO GET THEM. so u know what..i will get them and i will get both of those jobs and all the other ones i apply to. and if i don't then it's their loss.
the babuji zara dheere chalo remix makes me want to use my dance moves that i learned from Carmen Electra's Aerobic Striptease dvd.
fuck my hands are killing me okay g'nightttttttt