:)*grins* I am happy....lol
Hi all! I am finally posting in a better mood than I have been in the past few weeks. I have been away from jon for the past week or so and it has made me realize a few things.
1: Even though I love him....I really doubt that he and I are going to work out. He and I are completely different people and I don't do the "casual sex" thing like he does....
2: I seem to have more fun when I am away from him.
3: I can be myself. I am way different around him than my friends because I feel that he expects me to be a certain way and such and I cannot be myself.
Lately I have been happier because I am able to be myself and not stress all that much about what jon is thinking.
I will post more later!
Tanya...aka...Xena
1: Even though I love him....I really doubt that he and I are going to work out. He and I are completely different people and I don't do the "casual sex" thing like he does....
2: I seem to have more fun when I am away from him.
3: I can be myself. I am way different around him than my friends because I feel that he expects me to be a certain way and such and I cannot be myself.
Lately I have been happier because I am able to be myself and not stress all that much about what jon is thinking.
I will post more later!
Tanya...aka...Xena