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Eh. Yesterday was horrible, straight up. I was so down on myself for no reason what-so-ever, and I screwed up a lot of things. So, that's my goal of today. To find out what exactly I screwed up and how/if I should fix it. Though yesterday was beyond horrid, last night was actually pretty fun. Around 8 Rick IMed me and was like "hey want to come over and watch some movies and such?" so naturally I said yes. I don't know what it is about him, but whenever I'm around him I can't help but smile, no matter how down I was, the second I'm near him I'm smiling and laughing, it's amazing, and the good mood sticks with me a while too which is great. But in any case. He dropped his younger brother Kevin at a friends house and then came to pick me up in the work-mobile (the most bare-minimum car I've ever been in-->stick shift, manual windows, manual locks, no AC, it's definetly a piece). But anyway, so, I he got me and was like "I need to get milk from 711" so, we went and got some milk. But anyway, so we finally got to his house. He showed me some of his new clothing (guess jeans...diesel shirt...etc) And then we spent 15-20 minutes trying to pick a movie. I narrowed it down to 5, and then made him pick, which took another 15-20 minutes. We ended up watching Dumb and Dumber which is and amazing movie, i love it. It's so ridiculously stupid that it's awesome. We didn't do much during the movie (along the lines of talking), we really just sat on his uber-comfy couch and watched it. But about 1/2 way thru the movie Doug texted me. It was a very um, eccentric conversation to say the least. (he blamed my anger and such on the lack of meat that I eat). But anyway. Yeah, so around 11 or so I went home because Rick and his brother Kevin apparently had to get up at 8 this morning so his mom instated an "11:00 bedtime" of sorts, which I found adorable, since he's 17. So I came home and just sat around until I managed to pass out around 2 or 3 this morning.