this is my life...
well, im thnking of becming a membr of opus dei. 4 al of u who dint no who opus dei is, it is a part of tha cathloc curch. i really agree wit ther idea about our great lord christ. ne ways, i was telling my jewish friend (i only c her at scool because my parents dont let me bring non-belivers to my house). ne ways i was telling her about opus dei and then she was like "isnt that a crazy faction of tha catholic church?" OMGZ! i coldnt believe her. i mean i NO she is a non-believer, but STILL, CRAZY? OMGZ i am never again talking to her. i am so angry. o ya an i have started cutting again scince kat dumped me. i feel so nice whn i see my bloody rists. it feels like i am relly ALIVE again, an now that kat is out of my life, i hardly feel alive anymore. tha only thing keepin me from comitin suicide is noin that im goin to hell if i comit suicide. OMGZ! i no longer lyke bam argera ne more. i saw him on mtv an hes such A SELL OUT! IT MAKES ME SO MAD! i guess ill c u guys lata... bye!