Feb 17, 2008 01:47
I don't get this I can't take this I fucking hate this.. I miss my past I hate my present and I have no future... , but I really really do miss my old life. I miss the people I use to know, how can these people who were so close now be complete strangers? why am I always constantly stuck in the past I don't get it.. but I know I hate it , I know I hate everything, I'm so fucking sick of being loud smiley crazy Sarah fuckin p. because it isn't how I feel, But it doesn't matter I just push a smile and fake my day, I guess that makes me as fake as all the fake hoes that surround me daily. I don't even make sense and I don't even care....
I just can't stop thinking..
thinking about everything,
why the fuck am I even using this thing?
but I must say I love Sandra Kadum.