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so i applied to stonybrook. and my applications for marist and adelphi are going out tomorrow. after my last class tomorrow i have to get my transcripts to send and register for GRADUATION!!! i wish this could be an easy decision to make between schools but its not. i mean i have an okay chance of getting to all of them. i just dont know what to do. ahh im really fucking stressed. i'm ready for this semester to be over all ready. i havent been able to keep up with my readings in some classes because i had to read a book in one week and i had assignments and i just got more. i dont leave me house much. what a shocker there. i've gained weight... diet time? yeah one day. maybe i should join a gym? oh yeah i forgot im lazy. my parents are all up my ass about everything thats going on in my life and its not helping with my stress. and i want to be able to have a brain that doesnt race with thoughts a mile per minute because if i did maybe i will be able to sit down and figure out what i want to do with my life, and so on. but that wont happen because my brain just keeps thinking all its thoughts so very fast as you can tell that i dont even make sense.
ah. sorry.
ah. sorry.