i wish i was older ...
it's after 4. i haven't gone to sleep. I've been talking to Donny since like 1:30. God, i am so glad I im-ed him that one day because he is seriously the coolest guy i know. it sucks about the age difference, because i feel like a loser.. maybe like he's just being nice because he doesn't want to be like 'sorry, but your 4 years younger than me...so..just fuck off'.. ya know? he says that the whole band thinks i'm like the 'coolest chick'. which is cool. they all seem really nice. i've talked to donny the most, who is seriously awesome. he makes me crack up. he gave me a link to this band, who goes to milton, and thinks they are BETTER than them. go listen. hahaha. i couldn't stop laughing. okay, bye. PSYCH!! Hahaha wow that was great. But anyways, I wish I was older. It sucks. It will be cool because kat, allie, shanna, and I may go to a club. Allies sister will take us. i love dancing. even though i'm 'punk', i don't mind listening to rap ONLY when i'm dancing to it. btw, guys suck, but i want a BF. Steffy is going out with Chad. It's cool. the kid hates me, but thats OK. I expect him to hate me anyways, since he's BFF's with scott who is the damn kid who broke up with me, lead me on, and went out with my friend and doesn't understand why i hate him. haha. uhhh.. i don't know. i can't concentrate. i'm tired. i'll write in the morning. love you all.<3