I Got 10 Friends And A Crowbar That Says You Aint Gunna Do Jack- Underoath
well the past two days have been exciting you could say. well last night me and mica hung out with seth and mark then they left and i went to avantis with emily maggie courtney celeste and eli. it was fun... then when we were leaving these two white trash guys come up to the car and ask for our numbers hahaha. they gave us there life story but it was so funny. umm then mica courtney and maggie stayd the night... we sat outside till like 3:30 and went to bed at 4 but me and mica couldnt sleep so we both went downstairs to make coffe cuz it was like 5 and we did something wrong and it was spilling EVERYWHERE it was sooo bad and it wasnt even like coffee it was like the little bean things. it was funny at the time though. then we got bored and just foreced ourselves to sleep for like an hour and we got up at like 9. then when i wake up Robs ex was on and she was away. and i looked at her away message and what does it say? it was saying that she was gunna go to Robbies house....which i wouldnt mind cuz i understand if there JUST friends, but i told him i wont hang with her or be around her cuz she talked shit about him and me. so he still wanted to be her friend. but then in the away message at the bottom it was like... "Robbie i love you sooo much more last night was fun;) haha." that pissed me off right there. i guess she took him to the gas station though... wow thats fun, whatever. then in the info part ... you know what ill just c/p it...
cnfusd emotns9: i love u baby..hope ur dreamin of me..u mean the world to me
baby, i love you sooo damn much!
AND IM REALLY SORRY! didnt mean to make things worse. :-\
that was all in her info. okay im pissed for what he said to her in the first place though cuz if hes going out with me there is NO reason to say that shit to his ex. shell screw him over anyways.. i dont know. i mean why would he do that to me though i mean i was nothing but so nice and i did nothing. its like he doesnt care what happeneds at all. you know what.. i dont even know if that last part is cuz she found out we broke up or w/e but if it is for that, i think its bull shit. she knew it would piss me off and thats why she did it. so fuck you. im not gunna play your little games. she doesnt love him, if she did she wouldnt have cheated on him. she just enjoys knowing that someone "loves" her. cuz i guess Rob loves her. which i understand too i mean we all go through like first loves n shit.. i already did. but you know what if he was gunna pull that shit and talk to her like there together i dont see why he didnt break up with me first instead of me finding out on my own. i even told him to be straight up with me when SHE IMed me first a few nights ago. i dont even know how she got my sn and she said Robs playing you. and shed say how he cheats on me all the time. and i talked to him about it and he was saying how shes being jealous and how hed never do anything with her or get together with her and how he told her hes over her. and he told me to trust him. so i did. and now look what i find out. so fuck that. and i guess when he went out with susie they broke up cuz he was hanging with his ex behind her back. and she didnt like that. but you know what i let him hang with her but now its like there dating so fuck that. im not gunna take that shit. he needs to think about what hes doing. and i have a feeling hes gunna fuck himself over. but thats his choice. well if they both like to play this game then maybe they should be together. thats sad she likes to start shit with people though... just goes to show that people really can be trash. and to brag about "he cheats on keely with me all the time" wow good for you. your trashy. i dont care. fuck her. either he learns what friends means or im out.... anyways the rest of my day.... i went to micas after that to talk to her then emily and courtney came over... then me and courtney went to look for someone to buy us smokes.. so we got pat to do it haha. soo funny. then we just hung out, me emily and jess went to marks to hang out with him and seth. we drove around then came home. jess left. emilys here and courtneys coming back. so who knows what the rest of the night will bring... i thought that last day was bad. lol.
p.s. im not answering the phone anymore i dont think... cuz justin keeps calling me so my mom lies to him lol. if i do i act like emily... just to let you know. just tell my mom who it is and shell give me the phone.
cnfusd emotns9: i love u baby..hope ur dreamin of me..u mean the world to me
baby, i love you sooo damn much!
AND IM REALLY SORRY! didnt mean to make things worse. :-\
that was all in her info. okay im pissed for what he said to her in the first place though cuz if hes going out with me there is NO reason to say that shit to his ex. shell screw him over anyways.. i dont know. i mean why would he do that to me though i mean i was nothing but so nice and i did nothing. its like he doesnt care what happeneds at all. you know what.. i dont even know if that last part is cuz she found out we broke up or w/e but if it is for that, i think its bull shit. she knew it would piss me off and thats why she did it. so fuck you. im not gunna play your little games. she doesnt love him, if she did she wouldnt have cheated on him. she just enjoys knowing that someone "loves" her. cuz i guess Rob loves her. which i understand too i mean we all go through like first loves n shit.. i already did. but you know what if he was gunna pull that shit and talk to her like there together i dont see why he didnt break up with me first instead of me finding out on my own. i even told him to be straight up with me when SHE IMed me first a few nights ago. i dont even know how she got my sn and she said Robs playing you. and shed say how he cheats on me all the time. and i talked to him about it and he was saying how shes being jealous and how hed never do anything with her or get together with her and how he told her hes over her. and he told me to trust him. so i did. and now look what i find out. so fuck that. and i guess when he went out with susie they broke up cuz he was hanging with his ex behind her back. and she didnt like that. but you know what i let him hang with her but now its like there dating so fuck that. im not gunna take that shit. he needs to think about what hes doing. and i have a feeling hes gunna fuck himself over. but thats his choice. well if they both like to play this game then maybe they should be together. thats sad she likes to start shit with people though... just goes to show that people really can be trash. and to brag about "he cheats on keely with me all the time" wow good for you. your trashy. i dont care. fuck her. either he learns what friends means or im out.... anyways the rest of my day.... i went to micas after that to talk to her then emily and courtney came over... then me and courtney went to look for someone to buy us smokes.. so we got pat to do it haha. soo funny. then we just hung out, me emily and jess went to marks to hang out with him and seth. we drove around then came home. jess left. emilys here and courtneys coming back. so who knows what the rest of the night will bring... i thought that last day was bad. lol.
p.s. im not answering the phone anymore i dont think... cuz justin keeps calling me so my mom lies to him lol. if i do i act like emily... just to let you know. just tell my mom who it is and shell give me the phone.