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I've been very very inactive these past couple of weeks months. I've just kinda dropped out of bandom lately. I've found myself delving into other fandoms with unrestrained glee and, along the way, I've just sort of...lost bandom. Which makes me really fucking sad.
But, also, sort of relieved. There's no more pressure to come up with ideas or write, I can just fucking sit down and read. I've actually started reading real books again. Fucking hell, I never realized how much I missed wasting days just curled up with a book.
I mean, it's been the better part of my life for the last year and helped me meet some of the greatest people and most talented writers/artists I know (whom I have also lost lately :( )
I suppose I just need to decide whether to find bandom or maybe, possibly leave it all together.
But, also, sort of relieved. There's no more pressure to come up with ideas or write, I can just fucking sit down and read. I've actually started reading real books again. Fucking hell, I never realized how much I missed wasting days just curled up with a book.
I mean, it's been the better part of my life for the last year and helped me meet some of the greatest people and most talented writers/artists I know (whom I have also lost lately :( )
I suppose I just need to decide whether to find bandom or maybe, possibly leave it all together.