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well today was my first day back at school and well this week alot of shit has happend,ive like keeped you guys pretty i dont kow filled in on that but heres what happend today. so remember i told you that Amie and i liked each other? well i forgot to fill you in on a little detail. the other day, i asked out Viginia and she said yes, and then monday, amie and i were like talking and she kissed me and i kissed her back, and then i realized that we both cheated. and i felt sooooooo guilty like i dont regret it but i still feel like REALLY bad that i did, i mean i like virginia soooooooo much but like get this, i guess the day that we kissed Amie and virginia talked, and amie didnt know that i was going out with virginia and she was like uber fucking pissed at me but now i talked to her and shes giving me a second chance and her boyfreind eric and i are cool. but virgina fucking hates me, she wont even answer the phone when i call her house, well she answers it but the second she hears my voice she just hangs up.... i cant believe that i lost her so goddamn fast, i mean, everybody makes mistakes dont they? but i totally understands why she hates me, yesterday she blew me a "kiss" but gave me the finger with it, which hurt. As much as i wish i could say that it doesnt matter so me, i guess no wait i know that it does well i have togo but i think i will add more later. and im adding more, well i just read my Email and someone said that im an ass and that i should slit my wrists more, well to make that person happy, i did, so for your info i did and i hope that makes you happy to see other people suffer.and i also went to my locker and saw that on ONE of my lockers it said "FUCK YOU ALAN" but virgina also wrote on the wrong locker, and on my freind Mikes locker she wrote I love kurt, which makes me sad but whatever fuck it im sick of always fighting for shit that i want, im just gonna let her go. i think...