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I do not understand....
I had another dream last night... and Kingdom Hearts appeared in it again... I... I was quite relieved to see her again...
Yet...she stated that she had gone to see Saix...in his dream and that he was "thankful...."
Does that mean I was not?
I have yet to feel emotions of any sort of liking, that are truly mine...
I do not know what it feels like to even BE truly thankful...
Thankful over what? For not having a memory? For constantly being called a fool by Master Ansem? For losing my heart? What is there for me to be thankful about?
Master Ansem was ALWAYS holding me back....jealous...that is what he always was towards me... He could not understand ANYTHING about my thoughts and my plans!
Hmph....perhaps I am the one who is jealous now... jealous for Saix being able to feel when I am not... when I am doomed to feel sorrow and hatred...
That is afterall.... the only feelings that make up my soul...
I had another dream last night... and Kingdom Hearts appeared in it again... I... I was quite relieved to see her again...
Yet...she stated that she had gone to see Saix...in his dream and that he was "thankful...."
Does that mean I was not?
I have yet to feel emotions of any sort of liking, that are truly mine...
I do not know what it feels like to even BE truly thankful...
Thankful over what? For not having a memory? For constantly being called a fool by Master Ansem? For losing my heart? What is there for me to be thankful about?
Master Ansem was ALWAYS holding me back....jealous...that is what he always was towards me... He could not understand ANYTHING about my thoughts and my plans!
Hmph....perhaps I am the one who is jealous now... jealous for Saix being able to feel when I am not... when I am doomed to feel sorrow and hatred...
That is afterall.... the only feelings that make up my soul...