so.
so stuart and i broke up. he moved out this morning.
last night was probably the worst night of my entire life. how someone who claimed to love me could fucking lie about something so huge absolutely broke my heart into pieces.
i feel so stupid and so sick.
tonight i sleep alone for the first time in ages. and after i opened myself up so much, let my guard down, for this to happen just makes me wonder if maybe the walls should stay up.
its going to be a long time before i trust anyone ever again.
my heart hurts so much, but in the end i know its the right thing to do.
i dont want to live a life like that. based on lies and deceit.
i deserve better than that.
i feel dead inside.
last night was probably the worst night of my entire life. how someone who claimed to love me could fucking lie about something so huge absolutely broke my heart into pieces.
i feel so stupid and so sick.
tonight i sleep alone for the first time in ages. and after i opened myself up so much, let my guard down, for this to happen just makes me wonder if maybe the walls should stay up.
its going to be a long time before i trust anyone ever again.
my heart hurts so much, but in the end i know its the right thing to do.
i dont want to live a life like that. based on lies and deceit.
i deserve better than that.
i feel dead inside.