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urgh, my head hurts, alot, the light is becoming painful......listening to atreyu probably isnt helping.
peter andre.....thats better
SO, im bored, my sketchbooks downstairs, i dont want to look at it, when i do i feel guilty, i need to do some work.
the fat cat from down the road tried to get in my house AGAIN when i got back from college, it tried to get in rich's car the other week, bastard cat. it did roll around by my feet tho which was quite cute, it doesnt move when i tell it to fuck off though, my mom said i should kick it, i think thats a bit extreme. at least its not as bad as that mean hissy one with the orange eyes and burnt tail, that bastard scared the bejesus out of me, i actually used to cross the road, walk past it and cross back, im such a wimp, it doesnt wander my street anymore thank god. im not a fan of cats, at least cats i dont know, carries cats nice, other cats are genrally meanies.
today was tedious, college hurts my head, spanish was fun tho. i like mondays lesson, we have maria-luisa and we get to debate in spanish, i stuck up for the monarchy today, i said i liked the queen mum, then everyone laughed cuz of course shes dead.....i meant the queen (i laughed too....obviously)
i started healthy eating today.....it didnt go that well, but i didnt buy anything which is good. im a walrus. im actually losing weight, like properly, not just in a taking the piss way. im starting the cabbage soup next week hopefully. im aiming for 5 pounds a week, for about 4 weeks, thats almost 2 stone right? u know me, ill never do it, but at least i can try. this weeks a kind of easing in week. i basically just cant be arsed to make my intense fat burning soup....oh well.
me and donna, and maybe lora, who knows, are going to get my stuff back from liams mum/sister. i need the support so theyre coming too. lora said she wanted to see me which i thought was extremely nice, i like lora. and i want my stuff back, now that liams fucked off to america i dont have to see him when i get it so its all gravy. ive quite missed that grey top actually.
im enjoying rambling, so i will continue
the wedding was good, a bit boring cuz i didnt know many people, but good. i got approached by 25 yr olds, who i believe were on the grooms football team......it was mildly amusing, and mildly scary. the dj was pants, i would have done a way better job. my dad dances like tom jones. however, charging drinks to the room was fun, my dad didnt find paying the bill the next morning with a hangover fun but hey.
pru's 18th this saturday, im going as audrey hepburn, i may have metioned this earlier but hey, i can always say it again. so yeh im gogin as audrey hepburn. my outfits pretty much sorted, its just crap i had lying around....my mom just needs to practise doing my hair, i dont think it will stay up all night, oh well. im not going to go out afterwards, i have no money. it kinda sucks it finishes so early but thats not prus fault. i must remember my ticket.....otherwise her dad the bouncer will kick me out......?!
im pretty bored at the moment, i dont have much going on. no fancy man or anything fun like that lol. i like cute yr 12 guy, but the other day when anna walked right up to him, looked him straight in the face and then walked back to me and beth, he got a little scared and went and waited for his friends over by C Block lol. im not sure thats going to work in my favour, oh well.
my moms stopped giving me money now that ive had no job for like 6 months. im looking for one, im poor, but noone will hire me, bummer i know. so now i have to ask her for money, and i hate it, because i feel like she controls me, which she does, and it sucks. i need a job, and a car, and to be able to drive, which means i need to be 17.......dammit, i have nothing in my favour!
i miss carrie, but ill see her on saturday which is good. its wierd, i miss her, but when we see each other we never rlly hang.....which doesnt bother either of us cuz if it did we would hang but its like meh theres carrie, see her all the time....but in fact i dont, so its wierd. oh well, i just feel like im less and less in her life every day......oh well.
kyles looking bad at the moment. his hair isnt good and neither are his clothes rlly. its a shame, he could be quite cute. to be honest though i think hes cuter as a townie, gutting i know. tara will probably get in there soon which is good because then dan can move on and admit that he does like donna, which he does, and stop messing around. i hate silly boys like that.
i wonder how mr. v got on in worcester? well not rlly, i just thought about silly boys and he came to mind and then therefore so did worcester. im sure he had fun.......if you know what i mean. heh. actaully that makes NO sense, oh well.
ive realised i say oh well alot, really optimistic. oh well
my head still hurts, so im going to scurry off (like a mouse) oooh talking about mice. so jenny (and andys) rat might be up the duff. trust jen to pick one thats 'that way' lol. she wants me to have one of the rat babies. i dont want a rat.....they get big and ugly, yuck. plus, after 4 weeks uve got to sperate the boys and girls before they start going at it....u know the boys will mount their mom?!! i find that hard to believe, a 4 week old rat must be pretty tiny, surely a mother rat is quite hard to mount? oh well, its intrigued me for the most part of the day. anyway, its only like a 20 day cycle, so we'll be looking out for some mucus covered pink rat babies in the next week. FUN
wow ive writted LOADS today, how exciting.......
until my next installment dear lj