pull the trigger and the nitemare stops

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so nothing good has happened in a long while...or well it feels that way
i just want to be ur friend, or even talk to u
i can understand if we cant be friends...but i need to talk to u
man...lastnite was fun i got to take care of a puking Newby for 1hr and a 1/2
that wasnt even that bad...just one more reason that i am edge
work is good cuz it allows me some time to stop thinking about all the gay shit i have caused by not telling my BEST FRIEND how i feel
i have nothing left to say other then im sorry
i dont think that that is good enough for u but its all i can come up with rite now.
u said to come on at like 8 and i came on now...but u left
thats cool i understand that but hopefully we will get somewhere tonite
i just cant take this anymore and i dont think u can either.
im sorry
but im not done yet
i owe more appoligies
this one is for u ash...i was a jerk to u and u were just lookn out for franko...way to be a true friend
this one is for robert...im sorry i blamed u for telln ash...but i do need to talk to u 2, if u could