WOOOOOOO! =D!!!!! I'm so excited!!!
Lmao, man it's been a crazy week. Earlier this week i was like liking kris alot, then i kinda told her what's up and she told me what's up and i realized how she didn;t like me and how there wasn't any point in making myself feel that way for her when i have so much going on. It was alot more then just that, but basically i'm happy now with it. I'm happy that she thinks i'm the hottest or one of the hottest boys she knows, it's really flattering cuz she's so pretty herself *wink* lol. So yah i'm happy with being her good friend, of course i'll always be attracted to her but hey being friends is always cooler when she doesn't like u the same way back, plus i don't have time for a relationship, i just want stuff that come with a relationship except the obligation or title of being in one... confusing? yes, but hey it's how i feel with how much shit i have going on hehe. Well let's see, i've been cutting weight past few days and my bro has been doing it for like a week and a half, damn i felt bad for him >_< But hey we made weight today which was sick as fawk, niggas wat!!!!!!!! Lmao i was in line and people were asking me about my toe nails and in the back of my mind i was like... 'fucking kris... o_o' I told them a girl painted them then i was like nah bitches i painted them, what now?! Lol but it was all in good fun u kno, people in line were straight as fuck. So then after weigh ins me and brian picked up rego and fucking pigged out at a chinese buffet on university by sweet tomatoes. Dude... shit was amazing, i ate so much that i felt like throwing up all my food, but then i continued eating cuz it was so goddamn amazing to eat again lmao. Hopefully this feeling of bloatedness goes away tomorrow haha. Yah, then we went home and chilled being mad excited for tomorrow, i'm little nervous but mostly just excited cuz i'm ganna truly go out there and have fun man, for real. So my night... Well it was filled with playing team fortress 2 with my brother, txting kris how she actually wants me to pick her nose and make her eat it, that damn cinderella O_O to me talking to rachel about how excited i am about the tourney, then somehow it got into us talking about how the whole i love u relationship thing kinda fell apart a year and a half ago or so, and i didn't realize it until summer was coming around, this was all thought on retrospect of course cuz i'm maybe to chilled about certain things for my own good, i should've said something maybe but hey i didn't have the balls to realize it and say something, and i was just scared of not having some sort of companion ship i guess. But yah she got all mad about that and i was like in my head goin.. "goddamnit dude i don't need this now, i was all excited and w/e now i'm getting all stressed and annoyed.' i basically said to her like, dude i don't wanna hear this now cuz i gotta compete tomorrow and kick some ass. And dude seriously, who wants to hear shit from their ex g/f? When u break up stuff like that isn't suppose to happen man. Even though i do feel bad for the way she reacted, but goddamn i didn't do anything wrong. I didn't purposely not tell her, i just didn;t think about it much at the time cuz i'm always busy with my own shit u kno @_@!!!!!! Well after i got off phone, i stepped out of bathroom and was excited again and me and my bro had a nice hangout session wiht my mom for 20 mins, it was cool man. Cuz we were all happy and shit talkin laughing at stupid shit, it was like we were a happy family again =D Good times! And goddamn i gained like 7 pounds today from all the grub and brian gained like 10 pounds lmao. Were such fatasses, if we didn;t train so hard all the time we would be obese children. Yes we would. Well i tried on my sexy shorts that i'm going to wear tomorrow, man there hot. I hope someone can come to take pictures of me and my bro grappling, And also record that shit for sure =D Well i need wake up in less than 7 hours to do what i gotta do at this popsicle stand! Aight laters =D