I don't know anymore
Everything is going down hill for me, i don't care about anything.... I wish i knew what Kris really thinks of me. I wish this fucking tattoo would heal right and not look fucked up. I wish i cared about school. I wish i had work this week and next. I wish i could meet someone ten times better then anyone i've ever known. I wish Kris would talk to me, nowadays only time i see her or talk to her nonetheless is after music class. And when we do she just usually makes small talk as she's rushing to her car and bluntly leaves, fuck that shit. FUCK ALL THIS SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT