Nov 01, 2008 02:42
Things are off this week. I'm off, my relationships are off, things...are just off. Halloween was fun, my last one in college. I've been nostalgic lately. And for whatever reason, nostalgia always leads me down the road to where I'm dark and twisty. I think it has something to do with the feeling of loss that nostalgia always travels with, but I'm not quite sure. Maybe at the end of the day, that's what is off. The nostalgia. I don't know, that could be the booze talking.
I need to wash my face and brus my teeth, but i won't. I'm tired, but I don't think I'll sleep. I don't know. It might just be an up all night for no reason tonight. It's already 3. Maybe if I do some stuff from my to do list, I can sleep tomorrow and not feel guilty.
Maybe I just need to dissappear for awhile.