Guarded
This last week of classes seems too good to be true and yet I'm dreading it like you wouldn't believe. I am scared crapless that I won't pass chemistry and no matter how hard I'm trying I can't seem to grasp it or anything. I just want the C to get this over with. This summer worried me because as of yet I have no job and I refuse to not have one even if it means applying to Eastern Research. I need one. This past year was better than last and I am really happy in finding such great friends here at USF but I miss everyone else a lot. Hanging at China's house after school. Doing hw together with everyone. Lunch with all of our "talks". I miss being home even though my family doesn't see it. Freedom is great but there are times when you're so alone that you just want home. I go home as often as I can but it's not the same. Oh well I guess I'll grow out of that eventually right? *sigh* Wish I could've gone home this weekend. Friday's my mom's b-day and I'll only be able to go home for friday and some of Sat. because of finals. Oh boy... Finals will be a blast no? But after that we all go home. So hopefully I'll see some of you. Ciao kids.
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