Dec 31, 2008 22:42
tonight I deleted 30+ people off my myspace, even more off my AIM buddy list, and a ton out of my phone book on my cell phone...
up next, facebook.
yes, I am home on NYE fuckin around on the computer... purging my past away.. purging the fucked-up-ness away. If only I could delete my memories too, that would be really beneficial.
I really fucked up my arm and hands while (purposefully) slamming my fists into my desk during a fight with the bf - fuck that, during a fight with Edwin, yes, thats his name.... Edwin. I'm tired of hiding it, its 2009 and almost 8 months later... I won't hide it anymore. None the less, my arm/fists hurt pretty bad. I have a headache too.
Dont mind me.... I'm radiating negativity and I'm making it all go away.
All you stupid fucks that broke my heart long ago...... you no longer exist.