major update time.
ok i promised this to lissa and some others... so well... here we go.
here's the reason why i'm angry/ticked/pissed/whatever you wanna call it:
said girl, who thanks to one of my friends will now be called "President of Whore Island" (promised i'd use that somewhere), basically has lied to me. she said to me and i quote "i just don't want a relationship right now". obviously, if you've been around and seen the "President" you know this is quite not the case. for those of you who do not live near me, she's basically snuggling/getting really close to this guy (she said today that it was just to snuggle with someone while she was sick and she just started to like the guy when he started to show interest), who i dunno and who i frankly have no beef with. for all i know he could be a cool guy. ofc they do this in front of me and she knows fair and well it irritates me. my friends think its uncool of her to do... hell.. even my co-workers agree with me and what not.
why can't the "President" just for once tell me the whole truth? is it really that hard to say something to me? i never thought it was and i wouldn't be ticked off cuz then the "President" would have my respect for finally telling me whats going on... and none of this 1/2 crap i get right now... if its even that much.
anyways, untill she explains it all to me, i'm done with her.... which if she never does, then i'll never speak to the girl i actually gave a flying fuck about. but anyways, until then, i'm not speaking to her, not acknowledging she exists, not making any effort to try and figure/fix anything at all. i'm tired of being drug around like a child at daycare. i don't like being used and i definately don't like being drug around on a leash, and i hate being lied to.
here's the reason why i'm angry/ticked/pissed/whatever you wanna call it:
said girl, who thanks to one of my friends will now be called "President of Whore Island" (promised i'd use that somewhere), basically has lied to me. she said to me and i quote "i just don't want a relationship right now". obviously, if you've been around and seen the "President" you know this is quite not the case. for those of you who do not live near me, she's basically snuggling/getting really close to this guy (she said today that it was just to snuggle with someone while she was sick and she just started to like the guy when he started to show interest), who i dunno and who i frankly have no beef with. for all i know he could be a cool guy. ofc they do this in front of me and she knows fair and well it irritates me. my friends think its uncool of her to do... hell.. even my co-workers agree with me and what not.
why can't the "President" just for once tell me the whole truth? is it really that hard to say something to me? i never thought it was and i wouldn't be ticked off cuz then the "President" would have my respect for finally telling me whats going on... and none of this 1/2 crap i get right now... if its even that much.
anyways, untill she explains it all to me, i'm done with her.... which if she never does, then i'll never speak to the girl i actually gave a flying fuck about. but anyways, until then, i'm not speaking to her, not acknowledging she exists, not making any effort to try and figure/fix anything at all. i'm tired of being drug around like a child at daycare. i don't like being used and i definately don't like being drug around on a leash, and i hate being lied to.