and once again... life is ass....
so the girl finally got the nerve of telling me she didn't want anything.
anyways, what i was ticked about is i heard from a mutual friend that she didn't want anything... and this came at convenient time.... pretty much after she and her ex had a super fight, and made things right, she backed way off from me. i figured it was cuz fo confusion about everything, but now that i think about it, i'm gonna go with the issue of her using me to make him jealous. (this being after she relished in the fact that while she was with me, he was ticked.)
ok, after that little bit of background, she came and talked to me today. i paid more attention to the tv cuz i was not very pleased with what she did. she basically said she didn't use me and that she really did like me, but she didn't want anything because she "wanted to exp. college and get to know people as much as possible" which if you ask me is a BS excuse, but whatever.
now what i don't understand is if you like someone, and even tell them you do, why you'd back off and not want anything when the person you like is not pushing anything and just being 'around.' i guess i'll never know cuz she's the only one who does, and i don't really feel like talking to her very much because even tho she said she didn't use me, i think she did.
now i'm back home, and there's a party on saturday which i will be attending back in the boro. sarah gets to take care of me cuz i'm gonna be unable to walk (least thats what i hope). i'm done talking now.
anyways, what i was ticked about is i heard from a mutual friend that she didn't want anything... and this came at convenient time.... pretty much after she and her ex had a super fight, and made things right, she backed way off from me. i figured it was cuz fo confusion about everything, but now that i think about it, i'm gonna go with the issue of her using me to make him jealous. (this being after she relished in the fact that while she was with me, he was ticked.)
ok, after that little bit of background, she came and talked to me today. i paid more attention to the tv cuz i was not very pleased with what she did. she basically said she didn't use me and that she really did like me, but she didn't want anything because she "wanted to exp. college and get to know people as much as possible" which if you ask me is a BS excuse, but whatever.
now what i don't understand is if you like someone, and even tell them you do, why you'd back off and not want anything when the person you like is not pushing anything and just being 'around.' i guess i'll never know cuz she's the only one who does, and i don't really feel like talking to her very much because even tho she said she didn't use me, i think she did.
now i'm back home, and there's a party on saturday which i will be attending back in the boro. sarah gets to take care of me cuz i'm gonna be unable to walk (least thats what i hope). i'm done talking now.