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taped practice today. haven't had the courage to listen to it yet.
came back to a phone message and an im from my mom. i'll call tomorrow. her co-worker is dying.
i feel like i'm doing too much.
spreading myself thin.
i need a fucking break. i need to not be working on tuesdays and fridays, days that i'm not assigned to.
i need to stay in pajamas all day.
but not tomorrow. or the day after that. maybe if i'm lucky, on sunday.
i need a fucking hug. and some sleep.
each day i run from event to event to event. when i have the time to do my work, i don't want to, because i'm too tired. my social life consists of meals and the sco. seriously, i barely ever see tamar, and i live with her.
i just need to find a better schedule. a way of not feeling tired on tues/thursday afternoons. a way of actually accomplishing some work.
got to drive a lancer to fps today. totally nostalgic. played some descendents and paint it black. it was nice and relaxing.
alright. sleep for now. no more bitching, not tonight, anyways.
came back to a phone message and an im from my mom. i'll call tomorrow. her co-worker is dying.
i feel like i'm doing too much.
spreading myself thin.
i need a fucking break. i need to not be working on tuesdays and fridays, days that i'm not assigned to.
i need to stay in pajamas all day.
but not tomorrow. or the day after that. maybe if i'm lucky, on sunday.
i need a fucking hug. and some sleep.
each day i run from event to event to event. when i have the time to do my work, i don't want to, because i'm too tired. my social life consists of meals and the sco. seriously, i barely ever see tamar, and i live with her.
i just need to find a better schedule. a way of not feeling tired on tues/thursday afternoons. a way of actually accomplishing some work.
got to drive a lancer to fps today. totally nostalgic. played some descendents and paint it black. it was nice and relaxing.
alright. sleep for now. no more bitching, not tonight, anyways.