Oh Hello Cold Front, Where Did You Come From =(
So yesterday was a cool day, nothing a light jacket doesn't help. I got ready to leave this morning and BAM...hello cold front that evidently moved in while I was sleeping. I think after I get some dinner I'm gonna put my fleece sheets on...being cold is for the damn birds.
I found out yesterday that I'm offically a Senior now at my university. I'm so EXCITED. I can barely contain myself. Only bad thing is that I think imma get a F or a D in my Spanish 102...which I'm okay with. I hate Spanish. I was taking it for all the wrong reasons. I have to retake my French class anyway so I'm going to go back to french. I like it better and plus Dani can help tutor if I want her toooo....
I'm so burned out on school right now. For the first time in a long time I dropped a class, of course this class was just awful...it kills my soul a bit that it was so bad because it was Science Fiction and it should have been fun. =(
I haven't written here in a while and I think I'm going to start writing again. I miss it. I miss bitching and complaining to no one and every one while I listen to music. Which is what I'm doing. While sitting in my car. <3 Netbook..which I have dub'd Sparkles...lol I'm retarded. Yesterday I brought my external hard drive to campus so that my mom could have all the contents of her laptop put on it. A friend of mine has offered to give me Windows 7 for free <3 But I need my external back so I can save all my shit. I actually need to go through and organize everything. My desktop is sooooo messy. I can put a lot on my netbook but I really don't want to...
So I'm going to dinner with a new friend. We're going to have mexican and drink some margaritas <3 I'm excited. I like being able to hang out and giggle with some girls. It's nice just to get away and hang out, be yourself.
I've decided that there's no real reason I should try to romantically date right now. I mean I'm a senior. In two years, if not less than that, I'm going to be moving. Either I'll find a job or I'll go straight into grad school. I really don't want to go straight into grad school. I think my eyes would look like this @.@ all the time. I'll miss not being here at this university for grad school, only because of the friends I've made in the history department. I mean I <3 Dr. Diener with all my heart. She has to be one of the sweetest women I've ever met in my life. Plus she has some amazing connections in the history world. I mean you have NO idea what so ever. Plus she's so friggin cute. Because of her I was abl to join Phi Alpha Theta, the history honors society, I'm going to a conference in San Diego in January...yea be hatin' and I might be going to another in New Hampshire thats all on underware....which I'm pretty pumped about. I forgot what its like to enjoy learning.
Fuck relationships and all their drama...my animals love me no matter how much I'm a bitch four days out of the month...lol.
I've been sitting in my car for an hour wondering why it wasn't heating up, turns out I just turned the key over instead of turning the car on...I'm a dumbass lol.
I've been contemplating cutting my hair again. It reaches the top of my thighs. I love it. I think it's beautiful. Most men think it's beautiful. But it just seems like I can't ever do anything with it besides throw it up in a ponytail, braid, or bun...but then when I think about cutting it I think about the things I've always wanted to do with it...I'd love to see how long it would grow before it stops growing. It makes me look extremely young though. I mean...when I went and bought clothes with mom the lady was like "aww hunny are you sure they're gonna let you wear this kind of stuff in school...?" to which I almost glared and said "I'm 21 years old and a junior in college." So of course she was like "oh my..well then yes they will..." So I don't know if I'll be cutting my hair or not. I want to but at the same time I don't want to and I've invested so much time into it...but then again I feel that I haven't invested enough time and energy into it. Then I turn around and want to dye my hair funky colors and be a bit of a wild child.
So I've been exploring myself more, trying to figure myself out. I've decided I have far too many interests and not enough time nor money to do them. I miss making my own costumes and clothes. I would love to get back into that and design my own stuff again. Only thing about that is that I don't have the cash to be able to really do that ya know? I love electronics. I love being able to talk about them and take them apart and put them back together. I may not be the best at it but I don enjoy it. All my hobbies are expensive =(
I've decided that evidently no one knows how to made a damn bra for big breasted women anymore. All my bra's are either falling apart or the underwire digs into my side like crazy. I've been measured and everyone is always different. I've tried different sizes. Each bra maker is different. What the hell ever happened to the uniform size =(
end rant..lol
I found out yesterday that I'm offically a Senior now at my university. I'm so EXCITED. I can barely contain myself. Only bad thing is that I think imma get a F or a D in my Spanish 102...which I'm okay with. I hate Spanish. I was taking it for all the wrong reasons. I have to retake my French class anyway so I'm going to go back to french. I like it better and plus Dani can help tutor if I want her toooo....
I'm so burned out on school right now. For the first time in a long time I dropped a class, of course this class was just awful...it kills my soul a bit that it was so bad because it was Science Fiction and it should have been fun. =(
I haven't written here in a while and I think I'm going to start writing again. I miss it. I miss bitching and complaining to no one and every one while I listen to music. Which is what I'm doing. While sitting in my car. <3 Netbook..which I have dub'd Sparkles...lol I'm retarded. Yesterday I brought my external hard drive to campus so that my mom could have all the contents of her laptop put on it. A friend of mine has offered to give me Windows 7 for free <3 But I need my external back so I can save all my shit. I actually need to go through and organize everything. My desktop is sooooo messy. I can put a lot on my netbook but I really don't want to...
So I'm going to dinner with a new friend. We're going to have mexican and drink some margaritas <3 I'm excited. I like being able to hang out and giggle with some girls. It's nice just to get away and hang out, be yourself.
I've decided that there's no real reason I should try to romantically date right now. I mean I'm a senior. In two years, if not less than that, I'm going to be moving. Either I'll find a job or I'll go straight into grad school. I really don't want to go straight into grad school. I think my eyes would look like this @.@ all the time. I'll miss not being here at this university for grad school, only because of the friends I've made in the history department. I mean I <3 Dr. Diener with all my heart. She has to be one of the sweetest women I've ever met in my life. Plus she has some amazing connections in the history world. I mean you have NO idea what so ever. Plus she's so friggin cute. Because of her I was abl to join Phi Alpha Theta, the history honors society, I'm going to a conference in San Diego in January...yea be hatin' and I might be going to another in New Hampshire thats all on underware....which I'm pretty pumped about. I forgot what its like to enjoy learning.
Fuck relationships and all their drama...my animals love me no matter how much I'm a bitch four days out of the month...lol.
I've been sitting in my car for an hour wondering why it wasn't heating up, turns out I just turned the key over instead of turning the car on...I'm a dumbass lol.
I've been contemplating cutting my hair again. It reaches the top of my thighs. I love it. I think it's beautiful. Most men think it's beautiful. But it just seems like I can't ever do anything with it besides throw it up in a ponytail, braid, or bun...but then when I think about cutting it I think about the things I've always wanted to do with it...I'd love to see how long it would grow before it stops growing. It makes me look extremely young though. I mean...when I went and bought clothes with mom the lady was like "aww hunny are you sure they're gonna let you wear this kind of stuff in school...?" to which I almost glared and said "I'm 21 years old and a junior in college." So of course she was like "oh my..well then yes they will..." So I don't know if I'll be cutting my hair or not. I want to but at the same time I don't want to and I've invested so much time into it...but then again I feel that I haven't invested enough time and energy into it. Then I turn around and want to dye my hair funky colors and be a bit of a wild child.
So I've been exploring myself more, trying to figure myself out. I've decided I have far too many interests and not enough time nor money to do them. I miss making my own costumes and clothes. I would love to get back into that and design my own stuff again. Only thing about that is that I don't have the cash to be able to really do that ya know? I love electronics. I love being able to talk about them and take them apart and put them back together. I may not be the best at it but I don enjoy it. All my hobbies are expensive =(
I've decided that evidently no one knows how to made a damn bra for big breasted women anymore. All my bra's are either falling apart or the underwire digs into my side like crazy. I've been measured and everyone is always different. I've tried different sizes. Each bra maker is different. What the hell ever happened to the uniform size =(
end rant..lol