Aug 02, 2004 23:44
so yeah today i just went to bishop moore to get my parking spot but the lady was out so i have to back tommorrow BLAH. anyways, i then went to practice with my band.. tyler couldn't make it but dave, anthony and kevin were there. we went to some person's house to check out space where we can practice perminently. i've been off watching an awsome movie since then called..."lock stock and two smoking barrels" SO FUCKING AWSOME.. lataz
so light hearted.. we're so fair...
there's something different in the air..
clear my mind... what do i really need?
I know the truth life, I bear within me the seed..
clear the way, enlighten me...
water me tonight so i may grow past all this..
shed on me some light so my roots will take shape..
and show the world for what we exist...
ahhh life's so peaceful here in this part of my mind...
I seldom ever get here but it's so wonderful when I am..
but I'm not entirely there.. I know my thoughts and my concerns..
why am I concerned.. what have I got to lose? or what do I have to gain?
the future is near and I think I should just let it come without question..
but man decides his own fate.. shouldn't I try to shape my future?
shouldn't I make decisions to go towards what I want in it?
since when do I know what I want? and since when is what I want what I need?
but why should I assume I don't need what I want..
what should I work for paper or happiness?
I need the paper for my body to live well..
but why have my body live if I neglect joy and my mind and heart die..
oh little rolls of paper.. with the faces of men I've never met
of men who I've never spoken to yet am taught to know are more important than I will ever be..
but why?.. what makes them better men?
I've lived my life well.. I don't wrong people I've done good?
I live peacefully, they've won wars, I've shaken hands with my enemy they've killed them..
I do not call them evil for their reasons seem just.. but why are they to be remembered more
than the man or woman who sits home and cares for the children and helps the neighbors
and spreads throught the world and unselfish love..
it's sad to say but correct me if I'm wrong..
the most famous person to have lived in the last 100 years is a man who we know for evil..
you may ask who is guandi and some will know but plenty will question what who did..
ask who knows adolf hitler.. and see the differences..
it's a sad world out there and I for one want to live my life how I should?
but how is that? and where is that? and is it what I need?.
is it what i want? i want a life of love and tranquility..
give me this life.. and i'll show u a life worth willing