Lethargy and Purpose

[xel_otath]

All my little neurotransmitters are still seeking a state of equilibrium after this past weekend. My sleep, in particular, is having a difficult time balancing itself out. I find myself in a stupor halfway through the day, both yesterday and today. However, the truth remains that it is a functional summon for people who are aware of other

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[xel_otath]

1) I'm a ridiculous hypocrite in that no matter how true I know that the validity of other people's problems are, I can never seem to get over this idea I have that I should somehow be immune to such trivial things. I want to punch myself in the face when I actually think about how insanely narcissistic that sounds, but that doesn't make it any less my experience.

2) My situation is decidedly not permanent. I should likely be back in NOLA come August, then some currently unknown location the year after that. Being back in NOLA is contingent on finding a decent master's level job there. I guess that could theoretically be anywhere else, too. I agree about your Mississippi argument, but fact remains that most of the people I know here aren't locals. Just so happens there's a whole lot of people in general, home included, that are not prepared to handle any degree of me in their lives. Being able to communicate with me in a non-therapy context without being overwhelmed by how bizarre I am classifies you as a rare breed of human. Congratulations and/or condolences are in order depending on how you feel about me.