help.
seriously.
im getting worse and worse as the weeks go on, counseling doesn't start for another 6-10 weeks.
im so empty and alone, well thats how i feel anyways. i dont want to face work, the public teh standing around, the shouting of kids and my boss, people asking me if im okay. when no, im not okay. im far from okay. im sick.
so sick.
my life is huge mess, ive got no money, anything which constitutes as future plans, ive got fuck all. whats the point?.. im so insignificant. it doesnt even matter.
yeah okay ive got emma, whos got her own stuff to deal with, and then ive got poz who is trying to be there for me, doesnt really get it and doesnt like seeing me upset.
this is so unfair on everyone around me, specially him, he didnt fall in love with the person i am now. im pretty sure he didnt expect this. also thing im so scared hes gonna get sick of this. then where would i be?
fuck.
im getting worse and worse as the weeks go on, counseling doesn't start for another 6-10 weeks.
im so empty and alone, well thats how i feel anyways. i dont want to face work, the public teh standing around, the shouting of kids and my boss, people asking me if im okay. when no, im not okay. im far from okay. im sick.
so sick.
my life is huge mess, ive got no money, anything which constitutes as future plans, ive got fuck all. whats the point?.. im so insignificant. it doesnt even matter.
yeah okay ive got emma, whos got her own stuff to deal with, and then ive got poz who is trying to be there for me, doesnt really get it and doesnt like seeing me upset.
this is so unfair on everyone around me, specially him, he didnt fall in love with the person i am now. im pretty sure he didnt expect this. also thing im so scared hes gonna get sick of this. then where would i be?
fuck.