the story of my life.
Her bones will ache
Her mouth will shake
And as the passion dies
Her magic heart will break
She'll fly to France
'Cause there's no chance
No hope for Cinderella
Come September
Her violet sky
Will need to cry
'Cause if it doesn't rain
Then everything will die
She needs to heal
She needs to feel
Something more than tender
Come September
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
The souls that burn
Will twist and turn and
Find you in the dark
No matter where you run
But lost her spark
And what she's pushing for
She can't remember
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
Her eyes surrender
Her cry a crying shame
Coming undone
Is she ever gonna
Feel the same
She will run
She's gona drink the sun
Shining just for you
Instead of everyone
And so it goes
She'll stand alone
And try no to remember
Come September
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
She's made her mark
...part of me has given up with livejournal and myspace, and to some point, aim.
i've always known there was more to life than hanging out online, missing people that i can't see, wishing that i could go home right now.
but, because of the constant push (and necessity) from akpsi to be busy doing something, whether that be studying in the library for hours (required), or sitting at the house hanging out/hoping to talk to *nice* brothers (also required), or sitting around emailing 209348234 brothers hoping one of them gets back to you about an interview, i've been in a constant state of "go" for the last week.
and while i may be exhausted in more ways than one, i can't say that i'm upset with my decisions.
i can already tell that this will be one of the best and most rewarding things i ever do with my life, and i've sorta come to the conclusion that if my friends can't accept the fact that i'm doing something to better my present and my future emmensly, then FUCK THEM.
alright, so not really that last part. i would never be like "screw you" just because someone doesn't understand. and lately my friends have been really cool. and i don't know if it's them understanding, or them not caring.
either way, i don't really have time to worry about it. gah, that makes me sound horrible.
all i know is that i really need to start putting more effort into being a pledge (does that even make sense?!), because i really want to succeed and not be brought up for review by the brothers, by either failing, or not completing some monotonous task that i could've done if i had just gotten off my ass and made a decision about.
and, i miss you guys.
that's about all.
loves.
Her mouth will shake
And as the passion dies
Her magic heart will break
She'll fly to France
'Cause there's no chance
No hope for Cinderella
Come September
Her violet sky
Will need to cry
'Cause if it doesn't rain
Then everything will die
She needs to heal
She needs to feel
Something more than tender
Come September
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
The souls that burn
Will twist and turn and
Find you in the dark
No matter where you run
But lost her spark
And what she's pushing for
She can't remember
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
Her eyes surrender
Her cry a crying shame
Coming undone
Is she ever gonna
Feel the same
She will run
She's gona drink the sun
Shining just for you
Instead of everyone
And so it goes
She'll stand alone
And try no to remember
Come September
Everything wrong
Gonna be all right
Come September
She's made her mark
...part of me has given up with livejournal and myspace, and to some point, aim.
i've always known there was more to life than hanging out online, missing people that i can't see, wishing that i could go home right now.
but, because of the constant push (and necessity) from akpsi to be busy doing something, whether that be studying in the library for hours (required), or sitting at the house hanging out/hoping to talk to *nice* brothers (also required), or sitting around emailing 209348234 brothers hoping one of them gets back to you about an interview, i've been in a constant state of "go" for the last week.
and while i may be exhausted in more ways than one, i can't say that i'm upset with my decisions.
i can already tell that this will be one of the best and most rewarding things i ever do with my life, and i've sorta come to the conclusion that if my friends can't accept the fact that i'm doing something to better my present and my future emmensly, then FUCK THEM.
alright, so not really that last part. i would never be like "screw you" just because someone doesn't understand. and lately my friends have been really cool. and i don't know if it's them understanding, or them not caring.
either way, i don't really have time to worry about it. gah, that makes me sound horrible.
all i know is that i really need to start putting more effort into being a pledge (does that even make sense?!), because i really want to succeed and not be brought up for review by the brothers, by either failing, or not completing some monotonous task that i could've done if i had just gotten off my ass and made a decision about.
and, i miss you guys.
that's about all.
loves.