It Has Been A While
Ha ha it is funny how long it has been since I posted here. I used to post here everyday for a while. Now I cannot drum up the motivation to write. My depression has been hitting me hard since Z not only left me, but also started to treat me like I am a doormat. I don't know, it hurts when someone says that you are there best friend, but they treat you like a needy acquaintance. However, I was surprised to find that she tried to call me twice this week. Too bad I was out hitting the gym.
Yes I am working out now. My numbers say I am losing weight, 8lbs in 4 weeks, however I do not see it. Maybe I a too focused on my gut. The numbers say I have lost 2 inches off my waist as well. Some of my pants fit better and some are loose, like the awesome pants I bought at the army surplus store. Sadly step one of my change plan is taking a while.
I have decided that I do want to have a regular sex life. So I am working on changing myself. The working out is just step 1. Step 2 is to become more social. I do not know if there is a step 3. Anyway, there is no lack of pretty females at the gym that is for sure. Now if I could muster up the courage to start talking to them. I guess I need to move one step at a time.
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Yes I am working out now. My numbers say I am losing weight, 8lbs in 4 weeks, however I do not see it. Maybe I a too focused on my gut. The numbers say I have lost 2 inches off my waist as well. Some of my pants fit better and some are loose, like the awesome pants I bought at the army surplus store. Sadly step one of my change plan is taking a while.
I have decided that I do want to have a regular sex life. So I am working on changing myself. The working out is just step 1. Step 2 is to become more social. I do not know if there is a step 3. Anyway, there is no lack of pretty females at the gym that is for sure. Now if I could muster up the courage to start talking to them. I guess I need to move one step at a time.
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