Finally Lost Her
You know it is funny. My female friend seems to have drifted from me. I know this from one fact. If I call her on the weekend, I do not hear back from her. While she does have her own life. If she is hanging out with me and her other male friend calls. She makes it a point to interrupt our night and call him back. Without fail, she always gets a call from him and always calls him back. Yet when I call her, she forgets her phone or the battery ran out. She is so very sorry all the time. But hey, I am just her friend, nothing more.
Yup that is what I signed up for in this relationship. Casual intercourse, and a bud to hang out with. Well that is over now. So it is time to be just a regular friend. It was a good run, and had I made a few better choices, it may have not ended. But her willingness to interupt our evenings of hanging out to call her friend can only mean one thing. She has taken the plunge and is now with him. I guess I deserve this. Having her come over, teasing me by sleeping in only a shirt rubbing all over me. This is her revenge for all the bad choices that caused her emotional distress. I deserve it though, I was a terrible friend.
I am going to go to REI tomorrow, and buy that rope I need. I don't know when I will do it but I am going ot do it, and soon. I guess I had more feelings for her then I let on to have. Oh well it was a good run.
Yup that is what I signed up for in this relationship. Casual intercourse, and a bud to hang out with. Well that is over now. So it is time to be just a regular friend. It was a good run, and had I made a few better choices, it may have not ended. But her willingness to interupt our evenings of hanging out to call her friend can only mean one thing. She has taken the plunge and is now with him. I guess I deserve this. Having her come over, teasing me by sleeping in only a shirt rubbing all over me. This is her revenge for all the bad choices that caused her emotional distress. I deserve it though, I was a terrible friend.
I am going to go to REI tomorrow, and buy that rope I need. I don't know when I will do it but I am going ot do it, and soon. I guess I had more feelings for her then I let on to have. Oh well it was a good run.