Bad Workouts
God sometimes I hate work. Seriously, I get stuck sitting around on calls doing nothing for god knows how many hours on end just because I know all the little details of the system. I swear to god, why do I have to be cursed by this sometimes. Oh well at least I am not losing lots and lots of days. I am just losing a bit of time. I will be able to offer up a little time tomorrow. However, I am now to the point where I have to say no I do not have time and the half day of help I have been giving out is over. Oh well at least my part is done for that I feel much better because now I do not have to worry about it.
Gah I screwed up my fitness regiment again. This sucks, I hate how often I do this. I screw it up so now I have to start over. I think I am going to start doing only pull-ups at the gym. I am going to make it my goal to do 5 sets of 3 rounds of push-ups and plants and stuff every day. I think I might mix in another set of ab things.. maybe I won't I do not know. Granted today was odd because my pushups REALLY hurt. I need to get some coaching again. That is something I did not do today. I guess I will just have to do it on Thursday. It is time anyway, I need to discuss stuff to do.
Anyway what else is there to talk about. Gah I hate how hard it is to find stuff these days. Seriously why the fuck is it so hard to find a USB cable? I am seriously, why do I have to suffer with that. Oh well at least I have one now. Then tomorrow I can begin working on rooting my phone. That is something I need to do anyway. Oh well at least I am able to take advantage of things finally. I am so tired of the whole not having an extra cable thing. I will make my recovery image tomorrow and start working on getting that new lock screen theme.
Anyway I have been playing a lot of gravity rush. That has been fun. I like that game.. even if the controls are a bit annoying at times. At last I am too the point where I can finally start using more powers. That will make things easier on me. Right now I am searching for lost people. I am going to go see what guides I can find to tell me where they are. As I do not have the patience to actually find them myself. I hate my power leveling habit.. but it is something that I have to do for some reason. Uhhh anyway that was fun and I was able to get out and about and stuff.
I was going to finish up the old republic today, but I could not because it took too long to get dinner going and then the roommate started talking to me. Even worse he has learned to stop talking loud and stop projecting. God and he expects me to pay attention to him? He kills my motivation to do anything he is like a black hole that sucks all the life from me. I do not know why I keep him around... I am not really saving all that much money with him around anyway. Oh well at least I will have time to suffer and learn to deal with it.
God it seems so far off when I think about how much I want out of here... oh well at least I will get out of here soon. I guess 2 years is not all that long. Then again, the kitty might not make it that long if she continues to be sick. That would be good because then I could put a bullet in my brain. Yup that is what will be a happy day for all. No more does anyone have to fake wanting to be around me or anything like that. All I have to do is lie round and wait. Oh well at least I have that too look forward too. I can kill myself people can put on the mask for the last time and then forget I was even there. Not that anyone would really miss me to begin with.
Gah I screwed up my fitness regiment again. This sucks, I hate how often I do this. I screw it up so now I have to start over. I think I am going to start doing only pull-ups at the gym. I am going to make it my goal to do 5 sets of 3 rounds of push-ups and plants and stuff every day. I think I might mix in another set of ab things.. maybe I won't I do not know. Granted today was odd because my pushups REALLY hurt. I need to get some coaching again. That is something I did not do today. I guess I will just have to do it on Thursday. It is time anyway, I need to discuss stuff to do.
Anyway what else is there to talk about. Gah I hate how hard it is to find stuff these days. Seriously why the fuck is it so hard to find a USB cable? I am seriously, why do I have to suffer with that. Oh well at least I have one now. Then tomorrow I can begin working on rooting my phone. That is something I need to do anyway. Oh well at least I am able to take advantage of things finally. I am so tired of the whole not having an extra cable thing. I will make my recovery image tomorrow and start working on getting that new lock screen theme.
Anyway I have been playing a lot of gravity rush. That has been fun. I like that game.. even if the controls are a bit annoying at times. At last I am too the point where I can finally start using more powers. That will make things easier on me. Right now I am searching for lost people. I am going to go see what guides I can find to tell me where they are. As I do not have the patience to actually find them myself. I hate my power leveling habit.. but it is something that I have to do for some reason. Uhhh anyway that was fun and I was able to get out and about and stuff.
I was going to finish up the old republic today, but I could not because it took too long to get dinner going and then the roommate started talking to me. Even worse he has learned to stop talking loud and stop projecting. God and he expects me to pay attention to him? He kills my motivation to do anything he is like a black hole that sucks all the life from me. I do not know why I keep him around... I am not really saving all that much money with him around anyway. Oh well at least I will have time to suffer and learn to deal with it.
God it seems so far off when I think about how much I want out of here... oh well at least I will get out of here soon. I guess 2 years is not all that long. Then again, the kitty might not make it that long if she continues to be sick. That would be good because then I could put a bullet in my brain. Yup that is what will be a happy day for all. No more does anyone have to fake wanting to be around me or anything like that. All I have to do is lie round and wait. Oh well at least I have that too look forward too. I can kill myself people can put on the mask for the last time and then forget I was even there. Not that anyone would really miss me to begin with.