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I obsess over things I can't control, and because of that I also drive myself crazy...
I'm dropping out of my zoology course, this I can control... I got an 18 out of 100 on my lab practical and that's a large portion of my grade, it also doesnt help that I wont dissect alot of the things... the teacher even killed crayfish in front of the class today... so yeah... I need a new major, biology definately is not working out.
I couldnt find chuck today... I made a card for him... I want him to be happy.
I'm in a really bad mood today, I just feel really down, so I spent most of the day sleeping, no one really tries to contact me anyways, besides Nick... so I'm not missing much when I sleep the day away...
I say the boy will be mine, but I even doubt myself... I understand why I'm alone.
I'm dropping out of my zoology course, this I can control... I got an 18 out of 100 on my lab practical and that's a large portion of my grade, it also doesnt help that I wont dissect alot of the things... the teacher even killed crayfish in front of the class today... so yeah... I need a new major, biology definately is not working out.
I couldnt find chuck today... I made a card for him... I want him to be happy.
I'm in a really bad mood today, I just feel really down, so I spent most of the day sleeping, no one really tries to contact me anyways, besides Nick... so I'm not missing much when I sleep the day away...
I say the boy will be mine, but I even doubt myself... I understand why I'm alone.