Adendum
I've been thinking these past 30min about how lucky i am. i have so many special people in my life...i say i don't open myself up to anyone, which is partially true, but the fact that i have sorta done it was as many wonderful people that i have means something.
I was looking at my expanding wall of photo's and talking to my enbriated paul and i got to thinking about how much i mean to other people. I don't pretend to understand why...cause i don't. But I know i am loved and that fact has stopped me doing anything rash which wouldn've hurt those people more than i can imagine.
You really don't sit and think about the people who love you very much, but perhaps we should. I feel a little better. I'm more perplexed than anything else, but nevertheless...it's nice.
And yet i don't feel complete...perhaps i need to fully take off these masks that i seem to always wear.
Well there's a meteor shower, so i plan on find my falling star and making my wish.
I was looking at my expanding wall of photo's and talking to my enbriated paul and i got to thinking about how much i mean to other people. I don't pretend to understand why...cause i don't. But I know i am loved and that fact has stopped me doing anything rash which wouldn've hurt those people more than i can imagine.
You really don't sit and think about the people who love you very much, but perhaps we should. I feel a little better. I'm more perplexed than anything else, but nevertheless...it's nice.
And yet i don't feel complete...perhaps i need to fully take off these masks that i seem to always wear.
Well there's a meteor shower, so i plan on find my falling star and making my wish.