Mar 12, 2009 11:28
I have a sore throat today so I didn't go into my internship. I have not missed a lot of days of my internship, but I still have this stabbing guilt about it. I think I have some residual fear about the way I was years ago. I wouldn't have cared about missing class, and would have loved sitting around the house doing nothing. Today I am sitting here feeling guilty because there are kids that I won't visit this week because of being sick. I have responsibility now. Suck. Now I know why I fought against it so much. ;) But it is so much more interesting to be responsible. I think I can deal with it. Now if I could deal with my sore throat we will be in business!