Nov 03, 2003 17:08
Goddamnit! Today has been so horrible! I was just sitting here doing my Bio HW and my CD-ROM drive started spinning up and made this huge crash......so here, half an hour later after I have taken the whole godforsaken computer apart and realize the cd is broken into about 10 pieces! FABULOUS! Now in to the addition of the 4 Algebra books I have thrown away I owe 50 more frickin dollars to that shit hole!ANNNNNNND because I shoved paintbrushes in the drain in the art room I have been reffered to that bitchy 9th grade administrator and I may get suspended or need to pay for that whole "sink area" KILL ME NOW! I'm kinda confused about things right now, I dont knwo who my true friends are anymore, I'm failing like every class, I just can't keep my mind on one thing! But my life isn't important to anyone! I'm not sure if I am, or even want to be friends with Ashley after what she did to me! She is so demanding! She was over this weekend and we had an ok time I guess, she was really bitchy (it was tampon time for her) and I'm not sure if it was her usual self or what! I feel like she is constantly lying to me and I dont know what to believe and crap! I feel kinda bad though about totally bashing her in art one day:-/ I guess it was wrong of me to do that, but noone listens to me about any of this so I just post it on here for the whole frickin world to see because I'm such a retard! God I hate my family! My mom is sitting here watching over me like a fucking nazi jsut waiting to yell at me about something! When will this be over??????
-ONLY 4 years and 12 days until I can move out-