never give up...

[xdyingalonex]

i just lost the most important thing in my life..because of a misunderstanding.. because he read something...and i will admit it does look horribly wrong..but he wont get the story behind it.. i dont blame him because id freak out to if i saw that.. i know it looks horribly wrong.. but it didnt mean that we were together... i was trying to help him get that chick off of him... even tho we did just break up. and he completely understood why we broke he knew he(charlie)wasnt the one who completed me.. he knew there was something missing he said he could tell.. and he was right.. trevor was the one missing..he was the reason i couldnt ever have a relationship. because all i wanted in the relationship was what me and trevor have... now i lost it.. for good which really sucks..because i cant handle it.. i miss him.

never give up on what you believe in..and he is what i do believe in he is the reason for everything i do.. i realy love him.. i know im young and i know most people cant believe..i say love and all that. but its a feeling you know you have.and i know i have it..and i know i always will have it..
i do love you trevor..

this will probably be my last entry..there is no point in it anymore.
i lost everything..