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Its funny how much you can really tell about people by just reading their livejournals... just by the topics they choose...
today i did nothing. well not quite... i went to the store and baked cookies with my mom... a nice relaxing day, though it would have been more fun if i could afford gas to go into the city and meet up with jess and oliver. but now... im just bored... its only 1022... i guess i could probably find something to do... well probably not because 90% of my good friends who i want to see are still in high school (cause im totally awesoem like that), and have school tomorrow. Its funny how quickly relaxing can turn into boredom, and that gets depressing after awhile. i got this job for winter session tat i have to make my schedule online and the first open shift isnt until the 7th, which means thatll ill be bored for the first week back too because everyone else has jobs. i wonder if ill ever figure this shit out. first i gofrom hating everyone telling me what to do, so i just stopped listeing and did what i wanted to do, but it turns out most of that stuff i cant afford and its no fun to do on your own while everyone is in school anyways. So now i jsut sit around and wait for the good stuff to happen, which also feels like a waste of life. I cant wait to be back in school.
I was just looking around at peoples journals before and was noticing that there are 3 basic types of journals... some people use their journals to criticize others, some use it to criticize themselves, and some just dotn take it seriously and have fun with it. we get so angry at ourselves and everyone else... its kind of ridiculous. We rip ourselves to pieces and that only makes us worse because most of us dont do it productively... and we rip other people apart without even knowing anything about them. maybe im just more accepting of individuals... the general world upsets me, but i cant believe the way people treat others jsut because they disagree with them. inmy opinion, this is the biggest problem... maybe the only problem... it is inevitable that everyone is going to have different opinions on every issue, but maybe rather than parading our opinions around and trying to convert the rest of the world we should just try to understand why people think the way they do. its sad how many potential fascinating conversations turn into fights or wars because we dont understand.
i think ill go hiking tomorrow
today i did nothing. well not quite... i went to the store and baked cookies with my mom... a nice relaxing day, though it would have been more fun if i could afford gas to go into the city and meet up with jess and oliver. but now... im just bored... its only 1022... i guess i could probably find something to do... well probably not because 90% of my good friends who i want to see are still in high school (cause im totally awesoem like that), and have school tomorrow. Its funny how quickly relaxing can turn into boredom, and that gets depressing after awhile. i got this job for winter session tat i have to make my schedule online and the first open shift isnt until the 7th, which means thatll ill be bored for the first week back too because everyone else has jobs. i wonder if ill ever figure this shit out. first i gofrom hating everyone telling me what to do, so i just stopped listeing and did what i wanted to do, but it turns out most of that stuff i cant afford and its no fun to do on your own while everyone is in school anyways. So now i jsut sit around and wait for the good stuff to happen, which also feels like a waste of life. I cant wait to be back in school.
I was just looking around at peoples journals before and was noticing that there are 3 basic types of journals... some people use their journals to criticize others, some use it to criticize themselves, and some just dotn take it seriously and have fun with it. we get so angry at ourselves and everyone else... its kind of ridiculous. We rip ourselves to pieces and that only makes us worse because most of us dont do it productively... and we rip other people apart without even knowing anything about them. maybe im just more accepting of individuals... the general world upsets me, but i cant believe the way people treat others jsut because they disagree with them. inmy opinion, this is the biggest problem... maybe the only problem... it is inevitable that everyone is going to have different opinions on every issue, but maybe rather than parading our opinions around and trying to convert the rest of the world we should just try to understand why people think the way they do. its sad how many potential fascinating conversations turn into fights or wars because we dont understand.
i think ill go hiking tomorrow