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I took cj to his first show tonight. He bought me a sticker.
I re-met a kid named matt who i skanked with up in boston on the mad caddies tour.
I hung out with josh who = the coolest ever.
and now i cant sleep.
i havent been able to since ive been home.
some things never change.
so we're both hurting. And this time there's no looking back. This time i want to remember. all the things i could say... all the things i want to say... but i wont. not anymore. Ill swallow my pride and walk away like i could have done a millions times before. I was the only one to ever attempt a reasonable conversation... and i wish you would talk to me before assuming that you know me. Sometimes i think you never really did. You just couldnt understand when i didnt turn out how you planned i guess. I am me, im not as selfish as you make me out to be, and im not sorry for being myself, though i am sorry for hurting you. but thats all i need to say, though you probably wont listen... now if only youd just swallow your pride as well and let me stop hurting...
things have been looking up
I re-met a kid named matt who i skanked with up in boston on the mad caddies tour.
I hung out with josh who = the coolest ever.
and now i cant sleep.
i havent been able to since ive been home.
some things never change.
so we're both hurting. And this time there's no looking back. This time i want to remember. all the things i could say... all the things i want to say... but i wont. not anymore. Ill swallow my pride and walk away like i could have done a millions times before. I was the only one to ever attempt a reasonable conversation... and i wish you would talk to me before assuming that you know me. Sometimes i think you never really did. You just couldnt understand when i didnt turn out how you planned i guess. I am me, im not as selfish as you make me out to be, and im not sorry for being myself, though i am sorry for hurting you. but thats all i need to say, though you probably wont listen... now if only youd just swallow your pride as well and let me stop hurting...
things have been looking up