Sep 21, 2007 01:20
it makes me sweat.
nervousness is caused by people,
every
single
time.
Do they understand what i'm thinking? am i hearing their thoughts? Who am i comparativeley to the rest of this world? WHO EVEN FUCKING CARES? I guess i do.
I'm not really ready for the fact that i'm a freak, although i may have been my whole life. I know i have been. My uncomfortable annoyances known as humans is not caused by the fact they think i'm so weird, but how weird i think they are. Why do they have to exist like this? What is it like being so far plugged into this social disease?
It's all around me, but it's the mental state it puts people in that fucks them. I feel provoked to a certain mind droning world, and i do experience pieces of it, but making it take over my life is another thing.
Please try and take away television in your homes. it's horrible, it's more rotting than everything. the only thing that compares is the internet. The main difference is that television is a fabricated, fictional world that we look at as it reminds us how fake it is, but not in fact how real it has become in our society. The internet is bad in a more opposite way in that it's become completely real interaction with the world around us, we get so much real, but since we're droned to television we're forced to act like fakes.
we put ourselves in a position of real interaction, and we make it fake.
everything is boring,
including myself.
shut up brandon
you're a bloody bore.
bore.bore.bore.bore.bore.
go home, you've been at work too long, rest...rest....rest...rest...