merry christmas
i guess i still exist. just not much on livejournal. i was listening to the new brand new album, and brand new sometimes reminds me of livejournal. the time i was obsessed with brand new i was a pretty big livejournal fiend. is anybody even on here anymore? it's all kind of dissapeared.
you don't realize true happiness, and true loneliness all near the same times nearly as much until you live on your own. i've been out of my mom's house for somewhere around a year and a half now, and i've gotten so used to it it's like i've forgotten the past. i sort of dissapeared for like 10 months, being in a very serious relationship can do that to you sometimes i guess. But i am single once again, but not alone. I have such good friends around me, and i'm meeting so many new people. but i can't help but still think about my old friends, and i sorta wish i was still around to see them.
JT came over recently and we are reforming half-eaten man. that should be interesting, we've both changed so much musically, but very much so in the same direction.
i miss a lot of you, sometimes i'm afraid i'll never see you guys again, and i know that's a horrible thought, but i've realized it's become very possible with me living on my own and working all the time. and sometimes i wish it wasn't that way, but i won't lie, i do like how it is right now. I've grown so much over the last year and a half, and i wouldn't trade it for anything. and i'm still growing and continuing. we'll always be a perminant mold of jelly, always shifting, and being stepped on, and being loved. Every moment of our lives we learn something new, and how to be ourselves even more than we already are. constant changing and growing must happen, it's part of life. i know i've changed a lot, but definately for the better. and to those of you that i haven't seen in forever, i'm very sorry, i really do want to see you. It's just really hectic, and i have a feeling it's not going to slow down for quite a while.
Speaking of not slowing down, musically i have half-eaten man coming up, my solo project which has been in the works (and is almost finished with my first full length) for over a year now. But, i also have a new secret project coming up, it may surprise some of you, i doubt you can guess it, which is good, because i'm keeping it on the down low until we come out and start playing shows. But it will definately be amazing, and you should definately look out for all of my new projects, it will probably be around summer that my secret project will surface, so be patient.
i miss you all, and i'm sorry it's been so long, i hope you all have a great christmas, and i hope your new years resolution comes true, i know mine already has. (to start reading more often)
have a good one,
-brandon
you don't realize true happiness, and true loneliness all near the same times nearly as much until you live on your own. i've been out of my mom's house for somewhere around a year and a half now, and i've gotten so used to it it's like i've forgotten the past. i sort of dissapeared for like 10 months, being in a very serious relationship can do that to you sometimes i guess. But i am single once again, but not alone. I have such good friends around me, and i'm meeting so many new people. but i can't help but still think about my old friends, and i sorta wish i was still around to see them.
JT came over recently and we are reforming half-eaten man. that should be interesting, we've both changed so much musically, but very much so in the same direction.
i miss a lot of you, sometimes i'm afraid i'll never see you guys again, and i know that's a horrible thought, but i've realized it's become very possible with me living on my own and working all the time. and sometimes i wish it wasn't that way, but i won't lie, i do like how it is right now. I've grown so much over the last year and a half, and i wouldn't trade it for anything. and i'm still growing and continuing. we'll always be a perminant mold of jelly, always shifting, and being stepped on, and being loved. Every moment of our lives we learn something new, and how to be ourselves even more than we already are. constant changing and growing must happen, it's part of life. i know i've changed a lot, but definately for the better. and to those of you that i haven't seen in forever, i'm very sorry, i really do want to see you. It's just really hectic, and i have a feeling it's not going to slow down for quite a while.
Speaking of not slowing down, musically i have half-eaten man coming up, my solo project which has been in the works (and is almost finished with my first full length) for over a year now. But, i also have a new secret project coming up, it may surprise some of you, i doubt you can guess it, which is good, because i'm keeping it on the down low until we come out and start playing shows. But it will definately be amazing, and you should definately look out for all of my new projects, it will probably be around summer that my secret project will surface, so be patient.
i miss you all, and i'm sorry it's been so long, i hope you all have a great christmas, and i hope your new years resolution comes true, i know mine already has. (to start reading more often)
have a good one,
-brandon