fate
so a million weird things happened this week. seriously too many to write about. evrything i talked about happened. like me and julie were tlking about how she hasnt talked to kyle since november and he imed her the next night. stuff like that. but the best part is that i saw dave at the gym and after we started talking online. we talked for like an hour. and not just that "hey" "whats up" crap. that hasnt happened in 4 years. then he told me saturdays his last time at the gas station so i wont be seeing him anymore. he asked for my number thou. i think its so wierd that just when we would be ending, ending whatever it is that we are, we arent. if i hadnt imed him last night i wouldnt have known or seen him around anymore, even thou he lives a block away. its so weird. everything is weird and i dont know what the hell i want anymore. ive turned like 5 guys down in the past 3 months, i dont know why. they were all really good, really nice ,hot guys. i just fel like i dont want them. i tried to talk about it with my friends but noone understands or helps me out, the most i get is "i dunoo that sucks". well yea, i could have told you that.
this spring break was absolutely amazing. i worked alot, but then wed i went to the city, then to brooklyn to see the new baby and spend time at my aunts. claire came with me. it was so much fun, hes about 2 months old and i taught him how to say "hi". ok so you think its impossible but its true, my aunt even said he never said that for her when she heard it. he also started crying when i was at the mall and when he didnt see me. i felt so bad. i love spending time with him. after that me and claire went to the MET and then back home. we saw some hot british guys there. i hate the city so much. id never go there if i didnt have to. blah. after that i hung out with julie alot. that made me happy, we hug out like we used to, we even went to steves an watched creepy japanese scary movies. then kt n gaeta came home and we hung out and watched titanic and laughed and cried. i love my friends!
sometimes life is really good.
this spring break was absolutely amazing. i worked alot, but then wed i went to the city, then to brooklyn to see the new baby and spend time at my aunts. claire came with me. it was so much fun, hes about 2 months old and i taught him how to say "hi". ok so you think its impossible but its true, my aunt even said he never said that for her when she heard it. he also started crying when i was at the mall and when he didnt see me. i felt so bad. i love spending time with him. after that me and claire went to the MET and then back home. we saw some hot british guys there. i hate the city so much. id never go there if i didnt have to. blah. after that i hung out with julie alot. that made me happy, we hug out like we used to, we even went to steves an watched creepy japanese scary movies. then kt n gaeta came home and we hung out and watched titanic and laughed and cried. i love my friends!
sometimes life is really good.